Even in Death, You're a Problem
fuck you, i'm drinking your mountain dew
:P i’m still off schedule woopsie.
You are an echo of a heart that broke long ago I cannot visualize how you died inside did your organs rot? atrophy and decay? were you a prisoner of your own volition? a victim in a prison of indecision? or did you cast the first stone, and have to face the price of redemption? i stand at your grave its empty dug up long ago casket is made of rotten wood split wide open down the middle where have you gone? reincarnated? into the aether? into the abyssal depths of hell? maybe a spectre? i dont know cold lips don't tell your fingerprints dance across my walls smearing dirt and grime and blood who's blood is it? where did you get it from? when did you come in? I don't get it, I don't get you even in death, you're a mystery i found your cup what's it doing out in the garden? i just washed it last night put it snug in the cupboard what's your angle? what's your scheme? why do this to me? it's utterly confusing like getting the word 'beans' tattooed to your forehead why? please explain this to me its been 3 weeks you don't make this easy i was spooked before, ill admit it an elephant screaming in terror at a mouse a spider scared of its own reflection now i'm just... pissed? no, too strong ...annoyed you broke a lightbulb left the pieces IN MY BED why??? what did i do? how have i slighted you? ...was it cos i drank your mountain dew? you're dead! you can't drink shit! i'm not wasting it are you stuck in purgatory? stuck haunting me? or did you just choose to be an ass to me? and me specifically? i mourned i cried my hands clasped my arms hugging myself tight but its like you never left you're still an issue even in the afterlife a karmic fly one i can't swat no matter how much i try i'd love to squash you. but... I think i'd miss you my coffee's always hot every morning you remind me when rent is due make sure i wake up for work stopped me from getting covered in hot stew you're chaotic good embued i miss you but, you're still here even if it's not in flesh and blood you knew you knew I needed you or did you need me? even in the afterlife or wherever you may be i don't care i love you even if I can't touch you even if I can't see you I love you I love all that you do thank you